Ghost.

Laying on her bed everyday wondering what went wrong. Can it be fix? Is it me? Am i not enough? Are all the thoughts plus much more that went on in this young lady's mind. Every time she looked in the mirror her once beautiful face turned into a nightmare. She played a role in her life that she always said she refused to play. She was now a statistic & can nothing be done about it. She had lost all respect for herself. Why ? Because when that Boy, whom she thought was a Man, Told her " I Love You" she neglected herself to try & focused on US. Us ?? Those two letter there changed a lot. It was no longer just her. She was accompanied by at that point a demon. Yes a demon, but a beautiful demon. She went crazy not knowing what to do, who can she trust.& she knew that with her back against the wall she would have to get herself out for no one to know. But there was this one angel whom she can trust & that angel guided her through her toughest issue. Her angel knew that there was only one thing she can possibly do & that was to kill. Yes she is a murder. How can she live with herself ? Well everyday she asks herself that. To get by with life she convinced herself that it was all self-defense. It was kill or get killed. But her angel understood that. Well back to the demon. Now she was living wit two demons. This large one was very powerful had her do whatever was told. Its like he took over her mind. Made her become a little demon herself, but in the back of her mind she knew she wasn't. Well this very large demon; he was known. Everyone could see him & wanted to be around him,. All he caused was pain, that's all he knew. Instead of sparing her life he made it hell everyday. The War. The Propaganda. How can anyone deal with that? So after which seem like centuries she finally got out. She gained her freedom. & of course her angel was right there. He doubted her because she had said so much within those centuries. But know the fight was over. & can you believe after thinking the fight was over it really wasn't. She got out of it only half way. She still needed to defeat the large demon. the one who really over powered her. But this motherfucker wasn't easy. He put up a huge fight & still does today. But even thou he believes she's giving in, she's not. But as you can see she made it out alive. With everything contacted. He was difficult she wont lie. But if she did it, anyone can. Now she refuses to go all out with the details but those who kno her, know what it was like. & with out any doubt if you ask her " do you love that demon?" she will stand with pride & say YES! No why because even thou she lived in hell, she knows how HOT it is. She knows that beside everything that she asks that demon to do her a favor he will. & she wont stop Loving him. & Her angel is still her angel.